Monday, March 9, 2009

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What the Bible says about tattoos

Okay...this one always gets thrown at me for obvious reasons. So this is what I think about it. In Leviticus 19:28 it says: You shall not make cuttings in your flesh for the dead, nor tattoo marks on you: I am the Lord. How it reads to me is that I shouldn't tattoo "I am the Lord" on my body. I mean, what about piercings? And then there is my favorite, Leviticus 19:19 which says: Nor shall a garment of mixed linen and wool come upon you. Has everyone checked their labels. I myself wear cotton, but sometimes the dressier outfits are mixed linen. So do we question the people that wear mixed linens or would they be offended? Hmmm...I know that I pray to God everyday, I ask Him forgiveness throughout the day, and He is the only one that can judge me. I wish people wouldn't be so judgemental. If people would take the time to know me, they would know where my heart is and what I believe. That's my rant for today. Thanks for reading.

Going on Wednesday

Well, I'll be going in for my mammogram on Wednesday. They say it's not a screening but a diagnostic. Not sure what the difference is? I've been so stressed that now I have stiff neck and shoulders. Argh!!!

Monday, March 2, 2009

Can't Sleep

So here it is...a week and a half ago I found a hard lump in my breast. I would feel for it everyday, because I kept telling myself it was my imagination. Last Friday I made an appointment to have it checked out and I'll be going on Thursday...but it's kinda freaking me out. First I kept telling myself it's fat. Never had I wanted something on my body to be fat so badly! I feel for it everyday, hoping it will be gone, but it's not. So I haven't really talked about it with anyone, because I'll start crying. I mentioned it to Viv today, but I played it off I knew it was nothing. Oh, I truly hope that it is nothing. I'm writing this here, because I know only 3 people read this and I'm hoping by the time someone does read this, I have gone to the doctor and they tell me it's nothing. I just had to type out my thoughts and I guess wanted to reach out to someone. I don't know...